Wednesday, May 03, 2006

My nights


My nights are getting worse and worse.Their unbroken silence makes me mad,and the restless thoughts on my mind never stop.I'm so worried about my university situation.I have not attended my classes and I've been omitted of them.This is not what I'm allowed to do and I'm getting so worried about it,but this is not what harms me.Day after day I get more tired,and gloomy.It seems that every thing has lost its value for me.I'm losing every thing,and don't care.How hard are these days for me,when I just have to breath,but without any joy or delight of being alive.Maybe I'm acting ungratefully,if so I can't help it.There is nothing in my life worth's fighting for.This great wonderful world seems empty for me.That's not what I can stand.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Do you ever ask your self what can change you?