Days are just passing.I often listen to music to suppress my thoughts.Days passing,hoping for a miracle,but I'm not just waiting a miracle happen to me,but me happen as a miracle in others life.Is it possible?And how can a person like me,most sad and gloomy help other people?How can I add new things and contribute new meanings to this wonderful universe?
There is an untold pain in my chaste. I can't remove it.It's just as if it's been there for years and never wants to leave it's home land.I don't know what to say and all these long days of my silence I was struggling with depression,nostalgia,and impatience.I know I can't go on like this,being a half alive person pretending a happy hilarious one.I'm so weary of such an old ling show.
What is life in my eyes?An endless confusion,intolerable cruelty and a dream full of nightmares.How can there be any hope,in such society?
Maybe I am so ungrateful of the affluences I am given.I don't wanna be,but I don't know why I feel like this?!Confusion,confusion,confusion,I will never get rid of this fatal confusion.
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