Tired of every thing,every day life,every day feelings,struggles,and ideas.Where can I find the hidden road to salvation?Every day I get up I hear my soul crying till when I shall cry out for a miracle,for a great lasting change in the right way?
I'm lost whithin my self and there is no sign to find the path once I was walking in so light and secure.God,sometimes I just wonder why I was deprived of that immence grace and how I came to such graduatly,hidden,and yet delibrate change. Fallen of grace,I'm searching a light to show me the way.Who am I really.I'm getting completly stranger with myself.How could I fade away so uncontiously in front of my own eyes? I am complaining alot?Do I deserve blaming myself?
