The lands of the shadows..

"They came,they suffered,they died."

I read it today and I just felt it's true,but i didn't like it...I would prefer it saying:"They came,they lived,they died."And this would be the most complicated,yet simple fact of life,of,living,and dying... As one day we'll all die and be forgotten as a shadow once was wondering desperately on the earth.We forget and be forgotten and life is nothing but a long dream of a reality that does not exist.And death sobers us,makes us understand.
Death..Such strange word it is,such a strange world!What's in life?What shall we look for?What's our purpose?
God!!!!again the cosmic questions have overcame me,and to write it,I just try to get them out my head.But I can't help the fascination how appalling death seems to me.Nights when I put my head on my pillow and start dreaming...I just wish there would not be another day to swallow me in.I need the peace,I need the silence,I need the darkness.