Here I am back again...I don't really know what made me return to the blog I had once aboundened delibratly.And I don't want to explore it,I just hate exploring simple things. Let the light secrets of mind and soul exist.So what a better place than living in small unexplored facts and motivations in life.Any way,,,such a strang,lonesome,and cloudy day it was this evening.It was as if the sky is the reflection of eternal lonliness of human and then I felt afraid.The idea of destruction and instablity of all human achievemnts crossed my mind creuly and I thought"what if human and all it's dlourious acheivements in art,culture and sceince is condemned to decadence.What if one day human being would be extincted?". And the idea made me shiver.I've always smelt a scence of death in spring,never get to know why.What a walking contradiction the human is,he scapes the suffocating isulation of lonliness heading to immortality,and then runs away the chaos of immortality to lonliness.How tired I am.Such an immortal silence has surronded me!It's as if I'm left alone in a strange soceity of people where I know no word to comminucate.My greatest dread is to be swallowed by the everyday life's habbits and be an avarage person.But I've tasted the cost of being diffrent and still I go on my way.Oh solititude,stay with me there's only you.Oh solititude I can't stay away from you.
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