Shall I accept my failure? Shall I confess breaking into my self? Maybe the time has come. I removed people whom I though would be the enemy and after it was all clear I got that the greatest enemy of mine was my own self. I expected some thing which I could not handle; shall I say I was deceived with my dreams? All my life was and endless effort to be like the people whom I admire and now I came to loose my own self. I saw my fall into my self, such bitter and unforgettable moment it was. And now I’m just trying to ignore the simple truth, ignore what I am; nothing! I do not belong any one, any where, and even my own self. And soon I’ll pass away quietly knowing I could not add an impressive verse as I always wished to, I could not suck out the marrow of life. And I came going out like a candle in the wind.
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