World of incongruity.

I just wish I could scream.I Can't help feeling it.I'm so gloomy,so much.I feel as if I've lost something very valuable,yet I don't know what it.Whether it is real or a faked unpleasant feeling?I wish I could go,to any where,but do not stay here any more.My time is over.I'm not suitable for this world,this society,and this people.The time to which I belong is gone and my efforts to go back there is useless.It's so hard to feel as if I am out of my real place,as it really is.How tired I am.It's a very cruel world cruel.I touch this bitter fact with any breath I take.
I don't want to be here,in any case,any price.I just wanna leave.This is more than my tolerance,I'm tired,yet so restless.This time is hurting me,I don't belong it.I don't belong to such world,the world of lies,betrayes,and hypocrisy.World of incongruity.