I don't know what else I can say.Nothing is changed within me,the same days,night,and nightmares.The only change is that I'm getting more unmotivated and sad day by day.There is no way back,and going on this sorrowful days is so painful.No one is close to me,all even the most nearest ones are so distant.No one gets what I say,what I respect and value,what I'm looking for.
That's the greatest shock to see that in the middle of such crowd,no one understands you and those rare ones who can,are so so far.How painful is feeling lonly within people.How hard it is to smile,when you are crying inside.The mask I'm wearing hurts me.
I have no motivation to go on,nothing to fight,and no light to search for.These are the most painful days one can ever have.All I feel is the pity of my faded youth.
2 comments:
Hi
You have to retrieve placidity and Confidence again and Quicken your Emotion but it's difficult When you don't have any wish and any trust.
So I think just love can change you , try to fall in love.
What do you think ?
If there is nothing changed,you must change yoyr self,and remove all bad feelings.
It's hard to keep this way.
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