I don't know what to say again.It seems that all the feelings in me getting more and more to confuse me.I just scape thinking about my grand mam.All the days I think about many things,but avoide this one.Crying,running,weeping can not sooth me anymore.Nothing can sooths me,here I am alone with my pains and sadness.
People's behaviour and their faults harms me more.I don't want to approach them,I don't want to touch their world,and all I want is to leave them and their world and set up to some where there would be no lie,no treat,no sign of such people.How strong is this passion,on me?How passionatly I feel to this temptation.I really wish I could leave here,and as a freind told me,if I could stop to stop living,I would do it without any moment of hesitation.What is the use of being here?Live in such cruel world,among such people,live an everyday life,as the days are just the same.Nothing even the spring would renew them.What values do they respect in life?I can't think of any REAL one.
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I exactly feel what you say and feel,and I can just tell you to go on and do not fear what lyes on future.Do as you like,and live the best.
Keep in mind that one day all your sorrow will leave you,and you will smile again.
I hope it would be soon that you start writtine about praise of love and happiness.
Hey,calm down and be strong.Any thing can happen,but you MUST follow life as it is.I think you need a close freind,if you don't have,find one as soon as you can.I think you really need it.People are not as bad as you say.Try to be objective girl,life can go on without you,but you can't go on without life.
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