My debt

I don't know is it good or bad,but I can't stand owing someone.I can't bear it and Want to recompense it,and now that a friend I feel such great debt is so sad and needs help,how can I stand doing nothing?When the spring days bright outside,I wish people,specially my friends enjoy it as their hearts are filled with happiness and lit up by joy.My freinds,those who has added new meanings,exposed me with new ideas,horizons and lands.God helps me recompense such immense debt,otherwise I will be mad.I can't stand being owed to anyone my best friend.