Monday, April 03, 2006

Lost in distress

Clouds in the sky,how sad I feel.How gloomy things seem to me.It seems that everything is covered by a layer of darkness,all the sweet and near things to me have left me alone.How can such grife and sadness be expressed?I don't know what shall I do,how can it be removed?
Tomorrow is the same as now,and yesterday.I shall break it,I shall change it.I don't know what to do,as I have lost all my sense of right and wrong,every things seems a great mistake to me,all smiles are to hide the bitter tears.Happiness is becoming a lie to hide sadness,every thing is just a pretext just to continue living.Nothing is real,nothing is pure,nothing is holy.I'm loosing faith,which will leaves me to death.Heavens I can't stand here,I can't stand what I am,what others are,all the lies,and treacheries.This crazy world just goes round and round,I see nothing to fight for,there is nothing for me to continue living.How could this depression grow up in me?Why an ordinary life can not satisfy me?Why I feel so despaired,while there is no serious problem on my every day life?I am gifted any thing can make another girl feel happy,but why not me?
Miracle,God,please do something I stop forgetting this word,don't let me believe truth is a lie.I am lost in the lands of distress.

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