Loosing by winning

Today as I was thinking about Nietzsche and his philosophy.Today I was really thinking he was right,and I could not pass being a Superman.But then,I saw the trees were so calm and happy when they felt sun on their faces,the birds who were singing their best songs were lightening every one's heart by delight.The world was sleepy by the warm afternoon sun,and every quiet thing was enjoying all the freshness the world has regained.Then I thought how could all these pure beauties be useless?How could they be created meaningless?It does really seems impossible and vicious.I know perfectly that some times this world acts so cruelly that one might hate and try to show it as rubbish,but it has it's own happiness and sadness.Every thing may happen,and all we shall do is to be strong,but how?
As people are so bad and liar?As they are all thinking about their own selves and this great universe is nothing for them,but a place to live as worst as they can,do as they want.There would be no respect,no value,no truth.Always I wonder how they can go on like that?These people are very strange to meand how hurt I am by them.
It seems as if I've lost all my interests and hobbies I had before.It seems that there would be nothing making me really laugh,nothing really lights up my heart with joy and happiness.There is nothing for me to fight for,to continue with,to stand beside.I lost when I won.