My chosen way

Another day has just come to its end and this train of the days will never stop.I don't know what shall I say,because again I have lost my words.Still I'm studing philosophy by myself,and I know that it's so dangerous to do it alone.I know that without a good teacher to guide,I might be lost the wayI'm going on,and just hope that nothing wrong would happen to me.I'm getting dangerously honest,and in this society and time,it's not wise that much.By the way I am not going to lie,or hide things from the others, right or wrong,I will keep being like that.
I know what people might think about me I am ling,or mad!This is the common thinking people have,and I'm getting to come across with them.I am getting new experiences through this passage,and I 'm happy that all these series of events helped me to find such feeling and make my decision.Now I feel I am enough hothead and stubborn to follow this pattern the way it's my way,I know I might be sad to see more bad things,I might hear more lies,but I shall do what I've chosed.