Friday, March 31, 2006

Great expectation

Spring,the royal feast of worlds' beauties,The queen of the year,the fine princess of the seasons,but how can I enjoy it while my dearest ones are sad?How can i when I see they're disappointed?Or how can I help them?The most suffering thing for me is my incapablity to help them.I wish I could bring them light and hope in life,brighten their days with happiness and freshness,I wish I could help them see spring.By the way this is my nature,good or bad I can't change and I wont.
Life,what a confusing word.If it is such valuable,why is it vested such widely?If it is so great,why seem so boring?If such amazing,why so gloomy?If so wonderful,why sorrowful?What life really is?How can we get to know it?How can we appreciate the sweet moments given to us?
Each day is adding more questions on my mind,without helping find an answer.The worst thing is the feeling I am loosing my words and not knowing what to do.What is the best way to live a life,without any hurt?Sometimes I wish I were left in a quiet island alone with trouble,anger,and evil memories removed from me.Great expectations,ye I know it is impossible,but this wish is so soothing and sweet for me just wish I could.

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