Saturday, March 04, 2006

Chalenging for an answer

Days are just like the same,the same sun,the same moon,the same sky...God,it was not how I used to feel.Something has changed,something has very changed,and I can't find what it is.I feel sad and happy,I feel gloomy and delighted.I can't understand how this many versions of contradicted feelings may happen in me.I am so confused,but I can say I have a peace instead of war,and that's very soothing.
Now I am fighting with my irritable.Why shall I have such confused feelings?Or why people are so two faced?Why every one is used to tell lies?Why this world is full of unjustness?Why the sun shines the same at the good and the bad?These questions are restless on my mind.Even the most sweet people are not as they seem,even the most honest ones may tell lies,even the most beautiful dreams may turn ugly.Heavens what's wrong with this world?Why shall all these happen?
Who is honest and brave enough to answer my questions?Even not to me,but to it's own true self?

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