I feel sad and exhausted again the very beginning of the university classes I always have such feelings gloomy,disappointed and unhappy,because they all remember me that I have nothing to fight for,I have no really motivation to continue this war.How can I release my self of such feeling?Day after day,I feel more isolated and alone.I'm gettig to know and touch that there is no really relation between me and the light.I am completely a stranger with happiness.I just wish some one would tell me what was the purpose of my creation?I believe this is every one's question,but have the people found the answer?Who is to answer it with certain confident?
My life is converting into a live hell,I've lost all my peace,and joy of life,all the passion of living.I'm just spending my time with books,thoughts which are not related to my everyday life,which are so suffering,because they make me more stranger to this crazy world can I save my self?
I wish I could come back and be the old girl I used to be,the one who enjoyed living,and was so amazed by the immense universe.What's the way?I have lost all my maps.
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