Feelings inside of me

There are many feelings in me,some of them are completely different from another,make me wonder how these many contrition feelings can gather in a simple human. Some times I wonder how can I tolerate the endless conflict between them could never know myself,or understand my reactions always believed that simplicity is the absolute of complications don't know why I believed so,or how I can prove it,but it is only a belief in me,and the more I tried to support it with a proof,the less I succeeded what shall I do with this unpredictable girl inside of me?
There are many things I wish to say,about how I adore the fascinating feast of different colors in the sky,or the soft song of a golden leave of a tree when falling under a passengers foot the harmony of the nature,the magical sense of springs coming,and many things which are just feelings which can't be translated into the words,because they are not tangible,they can't be told,they just need to be understood by heart,by the soul,not the eye truly thank God,The One who gave me all these,and helped me to see these things,as the only thing which suits me so much is that if I be the loneliest in the world,He is with me and His presence fulfills all absentees.