There are things which I really really need to fight with.I can not and must not give up,but I don't know what prevents me.I don't know what is this spell, what shall I do,or what's the true way.It seems that I will still stay in this hell of junction and there would be no sign to lead me.But why?I can't stand it any more,as I could never wait for some thing happening,I would rather go and welcome it,but not sit still and wait for, I would rather go towers the heart of the storm than startle,froze, and do nothing.So how can I bear this situation,when I can't do nothing,and just need time to pass,as it's the onliest thing that would reveal things as they are.But I'm sure I can't go on like this or I'll go mad.It is some thing which may probably happen,I can't go on fighting myself like that,helpless,and every thing pushes me toward the whirpool I'm trying to run away.I don't know why it's not going to end if there is no way to continue,and if there is why can't I believe it?
It seems that this endless nightmare doesn't wish to stop bothering me.
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