Sunday, January 22, 2006

The begining of a lovely mounth

The first day of Bahman began,with dreaming snow showers,and the cold wind touching every one's face,repeating the Winter's message. Now I'm spending the most dear mounth of the year of me,because this month will makes me one year older,it would be the 21th snow which I'll enjoy.21 years living here,in this world,with all it's good and bad points.You know it is somehow very dreadful,makes me confused and think again, another attempt to find out who I am and what's my destination,where am I heading,in which direction,which way ,if it's the true one I'm in or not?I don't know,but I know that I'll enter the 21th anniversary with so many experiences,and now I'm more matured now.
It is very starnage,21 years old...Very strange,maybe others wont find it so strange,but it is for me.I am 21!I can't believe it,I don't know why.
By the way It was a very nice day,although I was happy the whole day,but now I'm a little gloomy,I know that I will be alright soon,as the old things which were dear to me once has lost all their values and are being forgotten there will remain nothing of them,but a very old memory,this is what's happening in me,it's like a revenge,but being or not I'm enjoining it, leaveing it alone,saing good bye to that old things which were worthy for me once,some times I'll remember them ,but never with nostalgia.

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